Story: Part 1
Chapter 1: The Beginning of the End.
Sometimes we feel like we are lost, lost on the road, with blurred eyesight and lots of fog. There are sun rays but in your mind, it is too dark to realize the light of hope, the darkness of resentment, grief, anger, and agony.
My story starts with a girl who doesn’t want to pursue post-graduation but got no choice due to parental pressure. All I knew was that I always wanted to write and write freely. Being imaginative is a gift and a curse bounded by the necessity of freedom, Freedom of thoughts and opinions. When your freedom goes away, you turn into an obscure person. A person without ambition, who works without passion,
Every night was darker than usual. Every tear was different. It wasn’t just about the degree, it was more about choice, trust, and understanding of myself and the expression of my reflections.
In Asia, we maintain weird relationships. We are so close but distant, we celebrate together but individually we are miserable. Especially, the parent-child relationship is more about responsibility than appreciation.
All I was waiting for was someone to knock on my door and come inside.
Rahul arrived with a smile, he was different. Unlike I ever imagined but still great. He was a talkative, furious, jolly person who always wanted to be surrounded, and his uttermost quality was being generous and a helping hand.
We dated, and we celebrated our relationship. It wasn’t a fairy tale as I was confused between love and like. All I knew was he was attractive but we were missing a link.
A Link of understanding of words, and most importantly respect. isn’t it weird when you meet the right person and still he feels wrong?
At that time I wasn’t writing, only living and applying all my platonic expectations to the new relationship.
Then I met some new friends, and many doors got opened.
I don’t know why balancing friendship and relationships is always been a tough task for me, kind of impossible. So I broke up. You must be thinking how red flag I’m. Who ends a relationship because of friendships?
For me, friendship always came first. It has freedom, freedom of trust and happiness, fewer tantrums, and more smiles. Everything was in line like I was authority, then someone else arrived…..
Who made me fall in love with my degree, myself, and him…. To be continued.